ahh so Im dreading tomorrow. I messed up on my stats paper - it was a rough draft that the other students have to mark/critique.
Tomorrow is gonna be rough. Everybody else did their papers right.. Me. Not so much. Completely off the mark. Ugh who knew that missing a couple of weeks and then checking out while at class would mess one up so much :s.
I am gonna be soo critiqued! Like the girl who stood out - but in a not so great way. Good times. I definitely dont like being singled out. But I am the only one who did it completely wrong. And given that this is a graduate level class. Well..
At least I have one more week left of class. Then Im done and done - no more school finally…
Why did I decide to go back for that one class?
Well I got an 85% as my final grade on my exam. That’s just based on my final exam since it was worth 100%.
Who knows. Maybe I will actually learn the language someday. I will be taking a break from the actual french classes this winter though. Its too damn far to get to that class. I plan to hibernate as much as I can..
well a lil bit of somethin
Ive been MIA for a bit. Just been having a bit of a stressful time.. and the stress is not ending. I lost someone incredible close to me a few weeks ago. Its strange to think that its only been a couple a weeks.
For the first time in YEARS.. Ive gotten a horrible painful breakout of hormonal acne.. on my chin/jaw area. used to pride myself on my clear skin. it started when Sephora stopped carrying my brand of facial cleanser… alll the stuff Ive been buying hasnt been working. Maybe I will try to do a review on those cleansers later.
When Im stressed.. I also do eat my feelings away.. not in large quantities. but I do love chocolates especially when there are crazy sales at my work.. and the sugar is probably also getting to me. Im not sure. Part of me doesnt care. But the other part doesnt like looking at a painful icky face in the mirror either. The makeup was concealing somewhat - but now its really to big to conceal now properlyyyy.
I cant wait until Im officially done school related stuff in a few weeks.. I need to work on my rough draft of my paper.. but so much needs to be done.. And work is taking up a lot of my time.
They want me to be in at 8:30 am tomorrow in the morning. Sucks cause it takes me an hour to get there by bus. SO Ill be up very early tomorrow.
I know life is supposed to be stressful. But lately it just seems that I dont have a lucky break. Things just move slow for me. Or I just get shockers just that change everything. And Im still trying to figure out what that change means.
On another note - kind of worried on how I did on my French Exam also.. The proff didnt give me my mark yet.. I can only imagine. My thinking has been pretty rusty with me being sleep-deprived lately. Regardless Im not doing any more french/taking classes this winter. Taking a break. Plus I prefer to be hibernating come Christmas/Winter… Though I have a feeling my work will be keeping me busy this winter season.
so i was taking a bath
a bubble bath to be specific
i used half a bar of lush’s comforter (however you fucking spell it) and this happened
crazy right? i think my mom’s tub is made of magic powers or something
so i had a nice bath, watched some cry plays on my ipad
and i drained my tub
i came down to my room, two floors down in the basement
and i am greeted with this
i cAN”T FUCKInG BREATHE
oh gawd - this made me laugh
When you meet someone equally as weird as you
this is me - right now :O